Living alone and prefering to keep myself solitary. What is your opinion?

Your social anxiety seems to be taking over. The people who are attempting to be your friends are the people you are avoiding. Have you attempted to discuss this with your psychiatrist to perhaps prescribe you another medication that will help you more with your anxiety issues? Counseling would also be a great option for you. You will learn to work through your issues and social skills. There is nothing wrong with the fact that you want to live independently. In fact I think it is great. You are making progress on your own by joining groups and studying drama. This also might help you to be more social and get you out of isolation. Keep up the good work. Living with a dysfunctional family is not good for your state of mind at this time.